Okay, so a lot of my aggrivation right this minute is my own stupid fault. I know better than to do what I did…assuming. What a disgusting word! I ASSUMED that the fact that I was paid last pay period when I supposed to be paid, that I would be paid this pay period like I am supposed to. Well. Big mistake on my part. No paycheck. The soonest the company will resolve the issue is Tuesday. Which is just GREAT! because of course I wouldn’t have had my automatic withdrawls taken out as scheduled, oh no, not me, I know better than that! Fuck. So, I’m overdrawn. Fuck. Happy Friday!
But I played a few games and worked passed fairly uneventfully for the day. I came home took a shower, changed clothes, got beautified (just a little, not too much) and waited for him to show up for date #3. He did. So that is high marks in his favor right there. 🙂
We went to Dinner Bell for supper since we only had an hour or so before we had to be at the theater and I was worried that SteakNShake would be a lot of waiting…slow service you know? It was good although I was really sleepy so I don’t think I held up my end of the conversation very well. We stumbled through though and by the end I had perked up and it wasn’t quite so awkward.
Smiling like an idiot makes me feel like an idiot too. But that’s okay because evidently feeling the way I do already lowers my IQ significantly. Did you know that…being enamored, for women anyway, lowers their intelligence. But I digress.
The movie was sold out. So we had to choose between seeing/doing something else entirely or seeing the much later show. We opted to see the much later show. In the interim we sat and talked at Barnes and Noble. It should have been an easier conversation but I was keenly aware of the fact that we were in public and so felt strange about the topic. My hangup. But we muddled through somehow. Overall it was very enjoyable. Oh, but there was the great move where I spilled chocolate flavored coffe on my arm, my chest, and down the front of my sweater. Great.
At the theater the guy sitting next to us talked to us a little off and on. One of the last things the guy said, referring to his and my conversation was that we obviously have a great marriage (or something to that effect) with all the discussion. Good thing I was on the inside of the row or it would have taken much willpower to stay in my seat! He, of course, said the perfect thing, “Well, we will track you down and give you an invitation if that happens.” Then he gave a nice little chuckle. Sigh. He is a great guy. Or at least he seems to be. Scares me to death.
The movie was a solid “C”. Beowulf in IMAX/3D CGI. Like a videogame only more story line. I think that should be the tagline. 2 parts really bothered me…the CGI horses were horrible (no excuse!) and the suicide scene seemed really stupid. Oh, and I had issues with Grendel actually being someone with MR/DD. Yeah. And the beating of the kid with MR/DD.
After the movie we went back to my house and sat and talked for a brief while. Sigh. I wanted to touch him. Not in a creepy lecherous way, but in a human contact sort of way. I don’t know. Shy. Funny. Whatever. He left, no touching, no kiss. I wanted a hug. Didn’t say that though. Too bad for me…